“SEPTEMBER 17, 2016”

I MAY GET UP AND PICK UP A FEW ITEMS AT THE GROCERY STORE.. IT’S RAINING RIGHT NOW SO JUST WAIT AWHILE, IT MIGHT CHANGE A BIT SO I’LL WAIT IT OUT.

BEEN SOBER NOW FOR THE THIRD DAY AND I HAVE TO GET  THOUGH THE CRAVINGS. THE VA GAVE SOME PILLS TO HELP GET OVER THESE CRAVING. MY DISEAED LIVER IS BAD SO QUITING IN ONE DRINK ONE DAY AT A TIME BECAUSE I DON’T WANT TO DIE ANYTIME SOON. WHATTING TO MOVE TO ANOTHER SPACE THAT’S SMALLER BECAUSE I CAN’T KEEP THIS THREE BEDROOM HOUSE CLEAN, AND COOK, GO TO THE STORE, MAKE MY VA APPOINTMENTS, THE LAUNDRY, HOPE YOUR READING THIS A MAYBE SAY SOME PRAYERS FOR US BECAUSE JUST HANDING IDA’S NEEDS KEEPS ME BUSY MOST OF THE DAY. HELP IS EXPENSIVE BUT IF I FIND THE RIGHT PERSON WHO’LL HELP CLEAN HOUSE AND THEY COULD EVEN GET A WHOLE BOTTOM FLOOR AND I THINK WE COULD COME TO AN AGREE OVER THE CHARGE WITH RENT FREE CONDITION

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“SEPTEMBER 28, 2016”

FIRST OF ALL I HAVE BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL GETTING ANTIBIOTICS TO HELP ME GET OVER A RATHER SERIOUS INFECTION. SORRY FOR BEING OUT OF TOUCH. I’M BACK HOME FOR THE THIRD DAY NOW SO I DO FEEL BETTER BUT SLEEP COMES VERY EASY, THE NEW MEDS PROBLEM IS MY ONLY PROBLEM. SO HERE GOES THE SICK MAN. SO NOW IT THE 11/15/2016 AND I’M FREE TO GO. NO SIGN IN OR SIGN OUT IF I JUST WANT TO SMOKE.  I WAS GIVEN PATCHES BUT I JUST PULLED THEM OFF TO SMOKE.

LIFE IS CHANGELING ENOUGH WITHOUT SIMPLE THINGS TODAY AND ALMOST EVERYTHING AT THIS POINT. STOPPING DRINKING OR SMOKING JUST AS WELL IT’S JUST KILLING ME, EVEN THOUGH I’VE BEEN HAVING TO MUCH FOR ME BUT I HAVE THIS SUPRE PUBIC CATHETER THAT’S A PAIN IN THE ASS, I’D RATHER HAVE MY LEG FIXED. I HAVE GOTTEN JUST ABOUT GOTTEN TO TIERED OF WAITING. GETTING MY BLOCKAGE IN THE URINARY FIXED. FOR EVERYONE TO SEE HOW IMPORTANT I MUST GIVE IN.  THIS DISEASE I HAVE WILL NOT BE GETTING ANY TIME SOON.

VETERANS DAY WAS FLOP FOR ME THIS YEAR AS FAR AS I’M CONCERNED. THERE WERE LOTS OF PLACES WERE I COULD HAVE ATTENDED WERE I COULD HAVE EATEN FOR FREE BUT MY LEG MADE IT IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO DRIVE ANYWHERE FOR ME. MY LEG , KEPT ME FROM ENJOYING THE FEAST. GOLDEN CORAL IS WERE I COULD HAVE. EATING A GRATEFUL DINNER BECAUSE I WAS A VETERAN WHO SERVED AS FAR AS KEEPING AMERICAN FREE AND SAFE. OH WELL!!!!